In lieu of doing a full-size installation at Art-Prize at the Harris Building (we will do one this year), I created a miniature replica. I asked the viewer to imagine that I created an installation in a much smaller universe than ours — perhaps one that would fit on the head of a pin. Below are photos of the finished miniature gallery in my studio and photos of my process.
These paintings are the result of a terrorizing experience a few years ago. Driving on country roads, I drove into a winter flash flood. I could not see. It was dark. There was no moon. There were no lights. I could NOT see! Ice and water slammed my windshield. That was at minimum a quarter mile that did not seem like I would ever reach the end of. If I let up on the accelerator, the car began to stall. Unknowingly, I had come upon a flooded creek. I had driven the same road a couple of hours earlier while the sun was shining, and it was clear. For months before this experience, I had been having dreams of driving and not being able to see! I have had only one of these dreams since.
This was an ordinary trip, taking my Mom to the doctor. I knew the road well. Perhaps this trip and the dreams were symbolic and foreshadows of the time to come — my Mom’s death, the fear, the helplessness, but gradually some light.
On Dec 14 a debilitating sciatic attack put me on my side for about a month. I couldn’t hardly stand, walk, or sit. I could only lay on my left side. What a journey! I am still unable to crawl around on my studio floor to paint. But I have the video below to remind me that I can do it. And, I will soon!!! And, in fact I have begun working on this painting again. It is 10 ft x 12 ft or 12 ft x 10 ft — I haven’t determined its orientation yet. It is one of the largest I have done in awhile. I can tell you that while I was recovering I was unable to do anything — working on the computer was so difficult. I did not leave my bedroom for a week and a half. It’s only been a month since I could lay on both sides and my back. When I did make it to my office, I did some small digital art — a part of my energy series.
video of painting before Dec14
I am constantly changing and experimenting with video, animation, materials and lighting. I’ve had a wide range of reactions from loving it to not getting it. It is so rewarding to touch someone’s life. I was so appreciative when a young man with dollar in hand wanted to “tip me” for all of this. I graciously showed him where my donation jar was, and told him he was going to help me do a large installation in Michigan. When people are moved… that is my reward.